whoa it's been a while~ lololol
bcz of a friend who sent me a reply via this site, I suddenly feel i need to post a thing or two here~
i've left you for a while and I see you're improving a little, LJ, ;_; so proud so proud >.<
what's the thing i should share here ?
uhm, well let's talk about my upcoming trip to Bali to watch Paramore concert ! fuckyeah it finally happens
the bitter fact is i'm not sure my dad will allow me to watch it, since I only have one company to go in August, and how my friends don't want to go because Bali is pretty boring -_________- BUT DAD I ALREADY PAID ;A; PLEASE LET ME GO~~~~~
well sorry for asking to company Indonesian citizen like me who never go to Bali ever... pfft...if i fail to go to the concert, let me blame you people...let me blame you.
since i have no one to trust nowadays, and people are forgetting me, then let me reply you in childish way : i'll be an ignorant person -_________________-
i was born '89, a snake, who keeps the grudge inside and release it slowly~
and the second rant, this world called kpop....
how can I describe this world in a word .... TIRING.
those immature fangirls who go "oppa oppa saranghae / omg you're dating her ? i'm leaving / oh em geeh he's so cute, so i'll start to listen to their music" LE FFUCK !!
i do fangirling sometimes and do crazy talk when I see gorgeous pictures or bad things happen, but please consider that these idols are human too !! is it that hard ? yes go crey crey over them when you found them dating someone you don't like, but why stop supporting them and their music ?!
these kids -sigh- gah i'm so mad at this that i can't type it in proper words, only cursing words will come out.
and these stupid fanwars "my oppas is better than yours because they won those music charts"
i was like ... eh ?
when I listen to american / british music, I've never dealt with this situation. I mean, kpop is not bigger than american/british music yet, so why these girls so confident to say they're better than the other ? i really don't get it why so much drama in this world's new obsession ?
some of the groups can't even sing well, although they trained and debuted earlier than the rookies...some groups also did lip-synch on stage, so when you watched the MR removed video, you will go blah and throw bad comments toward them--like me. i'm not deaf, i can hear what's good or not. Even if my fave groups didn't do excellent job and showing great singing skills/off pitch, I'm not afraid to say that they're not so good that day...
winning music chart only proves that your oppas are more popular than the others, because more people bought their albums and the possibility to win the annual award. I myself more satisfied if their music progressively improve, and you can hear it through one album to another. I thought an artist should be able to develop themselves, even every human being in this dying planet...
i personally glad that i'm lucky to have parents who listens to music legend, friends who taught me to play guitar and listen to more awesome music...so I can feel less dumb by choosing music more than the face--i learn that no one can be judge as ugly. beauty is an subjective matters, what you see and what you WANT to see on the outside can't describe what the inside.
i'm glad that i've found several groups that I consider talented for their different music and strong performance skills on stage. if these groups dissappear, then i give up in kpop.
whoa i even forget that LJ is such a relaxing place to rant, since nobody knows this account, kk~
anyway, this is my way to reconcile with LJ...lol bad, right ?
the boys will be back in July 15th, whoa
even the title is Mona Lisa