since i posted the last entry.

i was too busy with school, friends and drama. and i still feel guilty at my dad cause when he's here for week, i wasn't home to be with him.

anyway, check out some of my personal links


search parasitBumi on mibba.com to read some stories i wrote
add http://parasitbumi.tumblr.com for some pictures i got from flickr
my new twitter account : parasitBumi
and http://parasitbumi.blogspot.com for my new blog.

i'm not gonna leaving LJ, but i think i'm not gonna be here very often. LJ is great for looking some new albums tho, haha.

love,
Dex


ps. because we're all parasite in this big world called Earth.

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okay i know the chapters are getting slower. i have no idea what to be written for the next one. let's hope it won't be long to write it.

i realized i just kept updating the fanfic without sharing any stories about my real life.

guess what ?

i fell from the motorbike, again, today. my right knee were bleeding and it still hurts. i kept going to the campus cause i had a task to be submitted. surprise, surprise, the lecturer asked me to do a little presentation of my task. whoa. i didn't expect to do it since mine wasn't perfect.
but i skipped the next subject and ate meatball with Cumi, lol us.

i'm downloading Sheila On 7, Indonesian band. i really miss their old songs and i'm planning to do a lil karaoke in class tomorrow with my teamwork, haha.

anyway, bout him. it will be weird if we put a distance between us right now. we shared thoughts and i asked for his opinions about my problems several times, and it seems i've been depended on him. sucks. and i think it's just my negative / oversensitive thoughts that maybe my friends are curious that there's something between me and him. oh gosh im such a overconfident person. i thought that im so cool and popular and everybody's talking about me. pfffth.

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finished it in a day. so freaking tired.

Title :Use Somebody

Chapter : ONE : Who—What Is He ?

Author : Dex

Rating : PG--will be changed as the story extends

POV : 3rd Person

Disclaimer : I do not own Brendon Urie and any Fueled By Ramen’s band members who might be appeared here. So if you find any other names, they’re (unfortunately) not mine.

I’m also a little bit inspired by True Blood about the vampire thingy.

Summary :

Brendon never wants to be himself. He wished he was born as somebody else. As human, shortly. He forgot how does it feel to be a part of human being. And living with The Family for centuries is hard for him while the value as a vampire must be obeyed. He’s a vampire. His people thought it wasn’t so bad becoming a vampire. Immortality, stay young forever. And killing human as a side job for food.

Life’s getting harder but his community is becoming outcaste. Humans don’t want them to be around their neighbourhood cause they are too dangerous. But they hunt vampires for the expensive blood and burn them like a dead cow. And suddenly, the war is smelled in the air…

ps. sorry for the bad grammar. i'll fix it later.

 

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how to credit me :

VANTAGE POINT IS FREAKING AMAZING !!
great movie. Such a great idea.
I woke up after i accidentally fell asleep and this movie was started.
awesome.

52 icons of The Academy Is...
mostly William Beckett & Adam Siska


( fix me in fourty five )

Spamming on tumblr was AWESOME !! It might be annoyed some people, but I couldn't stop it (so immature, eh ?). Thumbs up for flickr too. I found lots of interesting picts there.

my new tumblr is http://iamexclamationpoint.tumblr.com

Stop talking and let's start the pictspam, shall we ?
*lots of Adam T Siska*

( including one video )


like it ?
i bet you do.

I know today is Brendon Urie's 22nd birthday. I'm amazed that I'm not as excited as everyone else :\

whatev.

12 icons of William Beckett.
source : ellasportfolio
( here )

and get well soon, Sisky <3


*have to make an icon of this pict*

a.k.a nevershoutnever!

a song "Trouble" and one video "bigcitydreams"



( i'm in trouble, i'm an addict )

I'm following Symphony Soldier a.k.a Mr. Alexander Michael Deleon (The Cab) on tumblr. And the recent entry he posted on his blog was amazed me. I even cried, seriously. This guy is my hero.

He shared his thought about being twenty, cause he celebrated his 20th birthday yesterday (it's April 9th here).Happy birthday once again, dude !
I was shocked that he is twenty ! I feel so immature and ashamed of myself after I read his post.

Therefore I'd like to share my love for him here. I copy-paste his post and you should read it, cause he's such an amazing and humble guy. Sweet sweet guy ( I never meet him eye to eye, but everytime I read his blog, his sweet personality grows slowly in my heart).


( Symphony Soldier )

I put the red texts on my sidebar, so I always remember him everytime I feel so depressed and want to give up.

And from now on, anytime I hear his voice, I always remember to keep myself stronger.
Thanks a lot, Alex D. You're my inspiration. XO

mostly Daniel Freakin Young and some of David Blaise's picts and Andy and Gavin.
Plus 4 amazing vids.


( here )